weekend over again.

no more cuddling & no more being treated like a princess by my tai jian ( he owself say de )

been cooking for him for the past 2 fridays when he booked out.

my mother's gene is growing liao.

caught horrible bosses with ling ytd.

really funny hahaha!

and after the show ended ,

when i turned around and looked at him ,

i kena sot by him.

like so fcking yandao to me suddenly.

esp with the black jacket like got those cool cool de seh.

i kept looking at him and whisper to him " you are so handsome " and i kissed him.

:D he gave me a surprised look and say why i so random.

COS UR HANDSOMENESS IS RANDOM ONE.

no la jk. u r always handsome <3

just that ytd , u like freaking handsome lei?

before we went to watch movie,

i got angry with him.

while waiting for the bus i am still unwilling to talk to him.

even after we got on the train , we felt like total stranger.

i fell asleep and next thing i know ,

i felt a hand pushing my head to his shoulder.

it happens all the time when i am angry.

whenever i am angry with him , i die also wont tok to him.

but when we r on the bus or mrt ,

i will always let him use his hand to push my head to the shoulder.

i love his presence

i love the fact that he treated me very differently frm others

whenever we are having a quarrel or when i am angry ,

he always let me win .

he told me that last time ,

whenever he was quarreling with whoever ,

he will just scold them , keep quiet and ignore them or leave.

for me , its not the case ,

i am the one who isnt willing to take the shit & i will be the one ignoring.

so when i am unhappy i will just wanna get the fck out of his sight 

but when i wanna leave , he will pull me and hug me .

YUP AND WE WILL ALWAYS KB ON THE BED.

but ended up , everything will be alright in a short breeze cos one of us will surely start laughing or giggling.

i always told aunty monica he have met his match liao cos heard from aunty that his ex all very scare of him .

sometime its really hard for me to get angry with him.

cos he very very jian

when i angry , he will say smth like " i know you wanna laugh , i can see ur eyebrow / mouth twitching " 

nb i really will arm chio after that.

hate myself for laughing so easily.

when he is angry , he also will armchio when i say smth stupid.

lol what i like about us is that , we always solve problems on the spot.

well , he already saw the 100% of me.

when i whine , when i act like a baby or watever shit ,

he realli will sai nai me.

and i can see from his face that he really accept and love me for who i am.

yes i might be crazy , but to him , he can accept every single inch of it.

he love me without makeup.

he dont mind to go out with me even if i wear v cui or wear glasses.

he even said that i look nice in my glasses .

so is this the " if you love that person , you will love all of his/her imperfection " ?

i am just so glad that he is my bf and i wanna make it all worth it for him.

i am going to bring more joy and love to his life.

i love u baby!

guess what happened?

last week i went hr to check when will my pay come in.

and today they finally called but told me a bad news.

apparentely when i was in internship , i over took leaves.

FML. REALLY COS my manager give me a list of leaves i had taken and ask me to find out whats my remaining leave from there.

I DID AND ALL THE LEAVES I APPLIED ARE ACCORDING TO THE LEAVE LIST.

guess what now? the PAYROLL DEPT DEDUCTED 15X AMOUNT FRM MY COMING PAY CHEQUE.

tell me how fair it is? just becos if this stupid miscommunication i have to take this shit?

as u all noe i am like really fucking broke and the whole month i am relying on my family n my bf.

finally i thot i can stop taking money frm my parents.

but the amount credited to my acc was like 59?

PLEASE TELL ME U WILL DULAN ANOT. COS EVERYTHING IS NOT UR FAULT HOR?

BEST PART. my internship pay is like 600.

and they almost deduct 1/3 of it.

WOO ........ FAIR OR? MY ASS REALLY...........

I GOT REALLY FUCKING PISSED OFF.

AND I TALKED IN A BAD KIND OF TONE TO THE ONE WHO IS TALKING TO ME ON THE FONE. THINK I EASY TO BULLY? THOSE R MY HARD EARN MONEY AND I WONT LET THIS GO.

but nontheless i know its not that guy's fault

i informed mark ( my another manager ).. and hope smth can be done to it cos i really felt unfair.

really would like to thank him for helping me

first , i am not the one who overtook leave by mean cos i just follow the list?

second , 15x deduction... isnt it too much?

thirdly , IF LAST TIME , THE HR R GOOD ENUFF TO LET ME NOW WHAT PH OR AL I HAVE , DO I EVEN NEED TO GO AND FIND MY MANAGER AND DOES SHE EVEN HAVE TO PRINT THE LIST OUT FOR ME?

SERIOUSLY............. I DONT FUCKING THINK I NEED TO PAY FOR IT COS EVEN IF I REALLY TOOK MORE LEAVES ITS UR OWN DEPT AT FAULT FIRST.

PLS TELL ME HOW THE FUCK THE LEAVES DEPT CAN APPROVE OUR LEAVE WHEN THE HR DONT KNOW WHAT PH WE HAVE?

WHAT I LEARNT FRM THIS ISSUE IS : RECORD EVERY SINGLE DETAIL OF UR LEAVES DOWN.

BUT GUESS WHAT? EVEN IF U REALLY Do THAT , SOME ERROR WILL STILL HAPPENS. IT MIGHT NOT BE U.. IT WILL  BE OTHERS. 

FOR EXAMPLE U R APPLYING FOR CNY LEAVES AND PPL WRITE CHRISTMAS INSTEAD. ENDED UP , WHEN U APPLY FOR NEXT LEAVE N U PUT CHRISTMAS , IT WILL NOT BE APPROVE.

SO TELL ME? SERIOUSLY ........ IS THIS EVEN MY FAULT FOR THEIR INCOMPETENCY? SERIOUSLY.

SOME PPL IN THE HR ARE VERY NICE.

ITS JUST THE STUPID SYSTEM.

STUPID SYSTEM I REPEAT.

KANINA I NOW DAM ANGRY N HOT WTF.

WORK FOR ONE FUCKING MONTH JUST TO RECEIVE 5X PAY.

SERIOUSLY U THINK I V SONG?

28 PAY WILL COME AGN BUT GUESS WHAT? NEXT FREAKING WEEK IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH ONLY 5X BUCKS.

PLS TELL ME WHY I SHOULDNT BE ANGRY.

PLEASE.

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type entry till half way hand act stupid and accidently press tio some stupid button and next thing u noe , your entry are all gone.

FK.

ANYWAY..

zizi was in EDMW forum.

i read it and i keep laughing.

proud to have her as my friend ;p

but i saw smth which i felt quite fck about.

ppl say she is vulgar in real life.

SERIOUSLY SO WHAT?

sometime we need to use vulgar to express some expression better lor.

its a loss for those people who dk zi cos she is like a gem la.

i am proud to be our kind.

we are dam kaobei , we are dam crazy , and we r really wtf.

magnet usually attracts the same kind of ppl.

thats why all my friend are usually THAT kind of ppl.

my boyfriend once told me that he love the fact that he is always unable to guess what will i say next every single time because i always think out of the box.

i agree , i am biantai , i am siao , i am very very different frequency from many ppl.

but........... i am lucky cos i still can find my same frequency types of friend.

whenever i meet someone new , i always warned them that i am very very crazy and as usual , they will return me with ME TOO WITHOUT A SINGLE FAIL.

but , GOD KNOWS WHETHER THEY R EVEN AT MY LEVEL ANOT.

cos most of the time , i am the one being crazy in the end.

seriously whats there not to like about we this kind of girls?

yes we are vulgar ..... so what?

if i am a guy ,

and i date a super boring , super ting hua , super quiet , super NOTHING INTERESTING and super emo girl , i rather be a monk.

SERIOUSLY.

i guess thats the reason why we all are unique compared with others because we dare to think what we think and we dare to do what others dont.

remember the times when ppg say hi and wave like crazy when we meet random stranger, acting like we really know them but in fact we dont.

shouting knn de loud at shopping center like siao cos we dont care.

this is then life.

wake up ur idea boring girls because guys need sparks in their life.

& we pwns :D 

its august! and next friday i am going to have my celebration in MBS orchid suite :D

am kinda excited cos i will be inviting all those pig dog friends.

this weekend and 27th will be busy too.

met up with miss ho & miss andrea today with lynn mei.

;) nice catching up and telling them what really happened 

how i wish i can be like miss ho. doesnt even look like 4x .. really have the SIA ger's poise.

well she used to be an inflight supervisor !

okay.

i am kinda upset cos today is the first TIME i didnt receive any call from kenneth.

seriously.. i felt very very uncomfortable and i really miss him.

his official btm starts this week and he had already warned that he might end as late as 11 at night and he might not be able to call.

despite all those warning & telling myself its just a fone call and its not a big deal.. frankly i am still v affected by it.

well i will jus sleep my way thru.. and wake up tml at 5am for work. 

anyway..... recently , 

so many of my friends are getting married or applying for flats.

have i really grown up till this stage?????

one thing for sure is , unless i get my stable job , i wont get married.

i must be able to support myself & my family.

today i went to pray..

and i pray for three issues.

1) abt my bf in army 

2) my family is happy n healthy

3) i will have a good future & career.

i realised that i really cant put myself at the top because they are far too important.

what about you? what's your piority?

i miss you .           already

IF I LOVE CARROTS , MY DOG MUST LIKE IT TOO!

 

vs wennan's pet seal

TIANTIAN SO CUTE RIGHT HAHAHHA.

i tell you i really wanna die from being broke already.

need clear some of my Creditcard money

dovale food finishing by end of this week.

weekly allowance 50 bucks including transportation to work.

ytd eat suki + cab = ggfied.

why i always regret spending money only after i spend them?

need return my pals money.

i just need to start staying at home and not meeting anyone except my bf.

for once in my life , wo zhen de hen qiong.

20 bucks survive shit REALLY.

FCK RWS REALLY. din receive any pay yet tats why i M SO FUCKING BROKE.

v dulan man. trying to find a full time job for the time being la.

but trying to find those 9-5 one.

any intro?

zhen de qiong guo le.

hai.........just hope my bday , my family will give me some money.

i really hate this feeling.

thatmad girl is jump up and off my bed non stop now! crazy girl.

went to interview with weien today for a DFS job.

pay is good 10/hr but only work 4 hr shift.

problem is .... we need to sign a two month contract.

2 months is very short. but i am still afraid that i cannot .

anyway. dam qiao cos i saw my pri sch friend coming for this interview too!

we both were like shocked la cos i just found his fb recently and added him.

then now i saw him liao!

anyway.. weien and me got thru 2 interviews which were v similar to SIA's

suppose to go to the last interview tml at DFS but.. well i rejected lor.

its not abt the grooming standard and make up cos i am from shatec leh!

school already trained me well enuff.

just the contract plus if i accept i need to learn abt the knowledge immediately THIS SAT. 

i placed my bf very high on my list.

suddenly , my dreams are conflicting with my heart.

SIA , i will miss him like mad.

Silkair seems more fine with me liao.

WTF?

i will just try both and TRY TILL I GET IN ONE?

sibei eng hor .. i noe !LOL?

once i start this job i also will start my pt degree liao. i dun wan to wait ;(

today at the interview , der is also one guy from shatec .

but he is frm culinary la .. awaiting for graduation like me on nov !

watever he said will remind me of ling.

he learnt to be a cook because he love to cook and its his passion.

but he wanna be a salesman.

same as my ling ling ;(

my ling ling dun be salesman really v waste cos he have good kou cai la.

thats why everyday make me so happy.

but luckily he is sweet but not those sweet talk kind.

;D

happy to have him in my life.

i love u baby~~~~~~ <3

our baby celestial. LOL I HOPE ITS NOT COS THIS GER IS CRAZY AND I DUN WAN MY BABY TO B CRAZY LIKE...... ME N HER.

recently dl-ed this iphone application that can merge photos tgt. 

quite fun and cool cos dun need upload so many pics at a time la :D

thx to my mushroom soup for introducing .

she always keep zi lian tats why new iphone camera or photo related app she all noe one !

anyway .... monday me , mushroom soup and syl went to lynn meimei's hs to makan!

Mushroom soup wanna bake muffin so lynn took the chance to cook chili crab for us ! its yummylicious leh !

she killed the crabs .

i see le i really v sad cos she keep poke poke poke thru their pigu.

OUCH LA. SO WHEN WILL I BE A VEGETARIAN ?

;(

ending result ! yummy leh!!!!!!!! really

we cant finish the chickens and nuggets -.-

and my only meal of the day was the crab cos i got too full.

i dun even bother to eat when i reach home !

just realised tats those pics i nv change the frame and its so godly de chui la!

omg. !!!!!

dovale look so sian cos my brother is lying on her and she cant move.

lol so cute lei!

have you eaten this before?

it taste great!

just follow the instruction will do....

thou i dk whether this is the thing that cause me to go toilet 3 times ;(

but anyway its worth a try right !

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okay.. i am really broke till like crazy liao.

cos attachment ended ;(

my pt pay will only come after 28 aug?

so i am always relying on my bf or my mum/dad will occasionally give me some .

i really dk what to say abt my bf.

its like he going to no money le , he still will buy me the things i wan.

i am thinking " you wont stress becos of money one meh ?"

then he will say :" if i dun dote on you , who will ? " and then recently , he said :" i wont allow any stranger to dote on you , only i can " !

AWWS............z

if its me , i will think day n night becos of $.

cos i hate to have no money.

recruit pay is 400 in case u dk.

he spent like 3/4 on me.

-_- really is ben dan yi ge.

i dam xin tong when he spend.

like i need buy a serum cos my skincare finishing ,

he say he pay first ended up , then ended up ask me dun need pay him cos he scare i not enuff money.

lunch , i tell him to eat tcc cos got 1-for-1 deal and i offered to pay cos he spent alot on me le..

ended up he pay and dun wan me to pay.

and he bought me the bag that i like alot !

its not branded bag but looking at our end of month financial statement now,

a 50 bucks tote bag is still a cant buy item for me.

and yet he bought it for me.

and now he left > 100 to last .

i kept thinking ,

my bf really tai dote me liao.

i must work more pt so i dun need rely on him so much..

i dun wan we both to be so xinku u noe.

not forgetting i must giv money to jess.

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jy ba yumin.

i am really lucky.~~~~~~~~~~~

hope fri faster come ;(

yumin jy in saving money orh!!!!!!